I realized I needed to put up the last blog of the month. So here I am. Today I took two exams, I think I did decently. On the Philosophy exam at least. haha.
My mind has been wandering a lot this evening. Which is a major bummer because I'm trying to catch up on my History of England to 1688 reading so I can write a paper that is due this coming Tuesday.
I've just been thinking a lot about everything. I hate when I'm reading, writing or just plain listening and my ears are listening, but my brain checks out. I really need to learn how to pay more attention and stop worrying about everything. I have a God who has a plan for my life, and in no way can I change His plan. I may think I'm making those decision according to my own free will, but nope, God is using those for His will.
Sometimes I wish I could just pick God's brain about the things that happen in my life and others'. Like what were You thinking when You allowed this to happen. Why did You decide for me to make that decision. Although, at the same time I do not want to know, I just want to be obedient and accept the things that happen.
I find myself most struggling with impatience. I have a really hard time being patient, I want everything to happen now. But again, God is in control of that as well, and I know He has my best interests at heart. I pray that the Lord helps me achieve greater patience because I cannot do this alone.
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13
I hope you all enjoyed Blog Every Day September, good day. :]
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